I don't know if any of you have come across this BUT my SO seemed to be gliding through Veteran's Day and some other disturbing family problems (his not mine) and even seemed buoyed by plans to do things around the house and today he has just CRASHED!! He is totally withdrawn and even the dog is driving him CRAZY!!
I used to start doing a "self examination" thinking what I may have done or said and NOW, I know it really has NOTHING to do with me BUT I have to say it still bothers me so darn much and I am a "fix it" type of person and have to try so darn hard to keep from trying as I NOW know I can't and he just has to go through it BUT------------------
He is taking bupropion and it is causing him to have WEIRD dreams EVERY night (not the Nam thing BUT disturbing)!! I thought they would go away in time BUT have continued!! I have spoken to him about them and discontinuing the drug BUT to no avail as he says they are not that bad BUT I think otherwise!!
It was so nice having him UP for a few days BUT I thought it was too good to be true!! I knew it was not natural BUT----------------
Oh well, I do have a lot to do today and I do intend to do at least one nice thing for myself BUT---------------
I know I should be used to it by now BUT everytime it happens it still really throws me!! I guess it is part of being human and a caring person too!!
I really have no one to talk to about it today or at least anyone who would understand so here I am telling all of you whom I do know truly DO understand!!
I used to start doing a "self examination" thinking what I may have done or said and NOW, I know it really has NOTHING to do with me BUT I have to say it still bothers me so darn much and I am a "fix it" type of person and have to try so darn hard to keep from trying as I NOW know I can't and he just has to go through it BUT------------------
He is taking bupropion and it is causing him to have WEIRD dreams EVERY night (not the Nam thing BUT disturbing)!! I thought they would go away in time BUT have continued!! I have spoken to him about them and discontinuing the drug BUT to no avail as he says they are not that bad BUT I think otherwise!!
It was so nice having him UP for a few days BUT I thought it was too good to be true!! I knew it was not natural BUT----------------
Oh well, I do have a lot to do today and I do intend to do at least one nice thing for myself BUT---------------
I know I should be used to it by now BUT everytime it happens it still really throws me!! I guess it is part of being human and a caring person too!!
I really have no one to talk to about it today or at least anyone who would understand so here I am telling all of you whom I do know truly DO understand!!





