I know it's only been a few weeks but I haven't been here in awhile due to restoring my computer to factory settings and just not taking the time to find this place. Thankfully, Vicki sent me the link. I will have to get caught up here on posts etc.
Dh is out of town this week, in Houston for meetings and I tell ya, I am relieved he is gone. After all that has been said and done, I am not struggling with the trust issues so much, which makes him leaving town easier. The relief I feel is because each day and night our life revolves around HIS workload, personnel issues etc. It's not so much the work that bothers me or even the hours it takes from us, it's what IT does to his personality. We still attend weekly sessions at the Vet Center (I am going alone tonight for the first time to see his counselor-woohoohoo!) consist of 85% work talk. His PTSD is exasperated by WORK and since he HAS to work, it's kind of a catch 22.
Lately, if we argue, he will say he is gonna quit his job. He actually said it AGAIN the other night (on the phone) and I told him to stop putting that shit on me, if he wants to quit-then quit. But our disagreements/arguments/frustrations have little to do with geographical location. He could be in the dang living room and we could have the same fight that we would have if he was in dang Dubai!
Anyways--we are as good as can be expected since the reconstruction of our marriage (that's what I like to call the last 6 months). There are still some days when I think to myself wth am I doing here? And other days that I know what I am doing here but no matter what I have kept a grateful attitude during all of this!
So how are all of you?? What's new?





