I need to whine, my friend calls it a pitty party for one (LOL), but I need it. I am soooooo overwhelmed. First I haven't been on in a while
because it seems my internet has decided to only work when it feels like it - which seems to be rarely. Which frustrates me to no end cause I can't get to
you guys. :( But then at work they increased my work load by at least 125% (that's a conservative number). Longer hours, more work, A LOT more stress, and
absolutely NO pay increase. YES i am very grateful to have a job but with my student loans I'm barely scraping by and was really hoping to get a part time
job here for Christmas season and now I can't because they've increased my work load so much its impossible to find time. Its just too much.
But, to my surprise, after a couple days of literally freaking out, I'm handling it ok. My flight responses did kick in a little - I avoided BIG time (even made myself sick over it and missed work). But I'm back on top of it this week and taking it one step at a time. One project, one bill, one penny saved, etc. I know I owe the fact that I have a cool head tonight to you guys. A lot that I learned in dealing with ex through you guys is really helping me through this... change. I HATE change. you guys know that. LOL.
So yet again, thank you ladies!!!! :) Love you all so much!
But, to my surprise, after a couple days of literally freaking out, I'm handling it ok. My flight responses did kick in a little - I avoided BIG time (even made myself sick over it and missed work). But I'm back on top of it this week and taking it one step at a time. One project, one bill, one penny saved, etc. I know I owe the fact that I have a cool head tonight to you guys. A lot that I learned in dealing with ex through you guys is really helping me through this... change. I HATE change. you guys know that. LOL.
So yet again, thank you ladies!!!! :) Love you all so much!





