Wow, I don't know how I missed this post. So sorry you feel that this is such a negative site. I see it as quite the opposite. Yes, many of us do come here needing to download the negative thoughts and things that are happening in our lives, but are doing so to find positive ways to deal better with our situations. I think it just may be a matter of how you look at it. I thought your "wild experiment" was great! Any and all suggestions are greatly appreciated. I did not post about it as I was away and did not check in here while I was gone. This is such a great place to come when things become overwhelming and many of the people in our lives just don't understand. We really all have each others backs here. Understandable if this is just not the place for you, but I think you might see us in a different light if you were to spend a little more time here. Either way, the very best of luck to you!