Sorry, I have to add. That I do believe in venting. Venting the other night relieved so much in me. I can't express how much better I felt today. What a difference a day makes.

I believe in the AA motto, "we are only as sick as our secrets". So if I don't come here and I keep this toxic waste inside of me, then I die a little every day. And everything/everyone else around me suffers. Venting is the best thing we can do for oursevles. And anyone, anyone at all that is out there that wants to come here and vent, please do, please vent away.