Inlove,
I didn't think your post was too long. You are a very strong person trying all she knows to conquer living with PTSD. In many ways you are light years ahead of me . You have learned to say what you mean and not say it mean. You are tuning up your communication skills.....and this shows.

Don't ever short change yourself when comparing the upkeep the home and family with their job. The last time I looked full time jobs are easier than being the manager of the family and home. Then you add school on it........You carry your load.

Nakiea