Breathe, I am so glad to hear from you again. The dog (or it's training) is really not the issue here. You did not cause this, you cannot control it, and you cannot cure it. Take good care of yourself. I agree that getting away to a safe place and then let him work on his issues will be the best. Otherwise, he will be really seductive, won't get any help with his issues, and you will be on a very stressful roller coaster. Getting a job will give you a lot of self confidence. Good luck!