I am right there with you Dazzii, I feel the same way too.  Mr PTSD has been here alot lately too... I'm getting tired of it ... I keep thinking it will get better when he gets the hernia taken out .. it's causing him alot more pain than just his back.  I sure hope it will be better then ...
TC, big hugs!  You hang in there, you are a very strong person.
Love, Tami