Oh my Mr. PTSD...   yup that ugly dude is here also..    I am VERY tired of all this PTSD..     My life revolves around his moods...I am doing my own thing tho and .. going out with friends, visiting my mom etc...    but this is not how i wanted to live my life..  I so desperately need a partner...   someone to talk to, someone to take walks with...someone to listen to me and see my worth..    I don't know how long I can last in this spiraling relationship..I don't have the energy to keep putting into a marriage when the other person only takes out...   I do know that I must do something besides WISH!!!