I have seen PTSD trying to win here at home also. Keep your head up and come and vent. You do have a lot on your plate, but most of all this is your kids time to shine and he needs to either get a grip or get out of the way. Congratulations on the job well done on your kids.

Reality is determined not by what scientists or anyone else says or believes but by what the evidence reveals to us.
-- Alan Hale